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still debating
دوشنبه 9 بهمنماه سال 1385 00:32
I'm feeling better now; I guess I'm recovering from the depression I've had. Thank goodness I had enough faith not to commit suicide for the past 9 days have been so hard on me. I haven’t made my decision about theatre yet; I got to debate more since whatever it is going to be, its gonna affect my life in every...
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some one tell me what to do
پنجشنبه 5 بهمنماه سال 1385 01:12
Since he passed away I think of death and the day of Doom a lot. I'm scared of this world; I'm scared of its uncertainty, its unfaithfulness and its gold coated evil. I don’t know how my future is gonna be, and how and when I'm gonna die. I've been craving to be on stage but now I'm afraid and uncertain. I'm not...
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its so sad
دوشنبه 2 بهمنماه سال 1385 23:51
Now that I'm writing this my eyes are full of tears and my heart is full of pain and I can't believe what happened. In this world, you can never be sure of one moment and suddenly a disaster comes and alters every plan you've made and throws away every dream you've had. I can't believe that he is gone; I can't believe...
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still in mess
پنجشنبه 28 دیماه سال 1385 07:33
I frittered away the whole day listening to music and watching TV yesterday. Didn’t feel like cleaning the house, its still in mess. Oh its hubby’s cousin’s wedding party tonight and tomorrow. I don’t know what to wear…gotta clean up today or I will not be able even to find my lipstick in this mess… no lipstick no...
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im back
چهارشنبه 27 دیماه سال 1385 11:30
Well well well…Narcis is back. She is done with her exams FINALLY. Here is what happened in the past 4 days Saturday è I worked on my project till 10 am, then slept for 6 hours, again I started working on it when I was up. I didn’t have time to crack the book at all, besides my mind was so tired that I just couldn’t...
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lucky to have u
شنبه 23 دیماه سال 1385 08:17
7:25 pm JAN, 12 Oh I’m going nuts. This is beyond what I can handle. Things with studies are not going well at all. Haven’t done the term-project for teaching methodology and haven’t studied it’s either. Ooh just the thought of300 unread pages of the novel make me crazy. Its7:25 pm and I have to finish the research...
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lots of things to say
چهارشنبه 20 دیماه سال 1385 06:31
Its 4:7 am and he is sitting on the porch, putting on his boots to go. I can hear him singing an old song. Now I can hear his footsteps from the yard….soon enough he will be gone. Oh I can predict how he is gonna spend his day. He would serve in the army in a garrison170 km far from here, from 7 am up to 1 pm. Then he...
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ooh im busy
شنبه 16 دیماه سال 1385 19:54
My goodness I can’t believe I’m actually writing in weblog…God I missed it. I missed writing and reading my thoughts and feelings. I missed reading the comments and answering them. Any way there are lots of things I wanna say but it’s supposed to be a short quick message since I don’t have much time to be here. The...
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good or bad it is the last night of 2006
دوشنبه 11 دیماه سال 1385 00:03
I really don’t know what to say, I am very tired tonight so I feel a little bit speechless. The brain is not working Bad news è 1.I have frittered away the whole day day, didn’t open a book 2. I haven’t slept well for 2 days and I’m dead tired like a dead snake 3. I have a stomachache 4. I have a good mind to break...
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read this Saddam`s dear daughter
شنبه 9 دیماه سال 1385 04:11
I’m angry. God I don’t wanna hear all these nonsense on the news. I really don’t want. Is the world really that stupid? Where is people’s brain to get used? Just read this stupid bunch of goddamned mumbo jumbo and you will know what im talking about “Al-Nueimi said U.S. authorities were maintaining physical custody of...
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thursday night
جمعه 8 دیماه سال 1385 07:59
Good Friday morning. I really wanted to send this last night but before I could hit the send bottom my daily account was over Oh my lord my sins are like the highest mountain and my good deeds are very few. So I turn to you, while my heart is full of shame and my eyes are full of tear. And I beg you to bestow your...
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im alright but still busyاین ماله دیروزه ویرایش کردم اومد اینجا
چهارشنبه 6 دیماه سال 1385 09:14
for english friends...i wrote it yesterday but since i edited today the system didnt get it and put right here Its 6:30 am and I woke up 15 mins ago. I opened my eyes and I realized it’s been 2 days that I haven’t actually seen his face. Its been 2 days that I have been sleeping when he came home and when he went......
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is pizza good or badاین واسه امروزه چهارشنبه
چهارشنبه 6 دیماه سال 1385 09:04
Another morning was given to me and I have to value it Oh some news about yesterday: I did clean the house…wow it feels so good when the house is clean. Can u believe it took me 4 hours to clean it up…lol now you can imagine the mess. It was terrible...poor hubby saw it all and never mentioned anything… you know that...
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really need to go
یکشنبه 3 دیماه سال 1385 12:08
i have an exam tomorrow..a midterm exam in literary criticism but i dont feel like leaving the computer and studing lol there is a good friend of me online..his name is kevin he is talking about the girl he loved who is dead now..im sorry about that kevin shit its 12 pm and iv been on this for almost 6 hours..my back...
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this is my first
یکشنبه 3 دیماه سال 1385 07:59
This is narcis(narges in Persian ) and it is the first page of my web log…well I’m so excited for this is what I’ve always wanted to have Well, this is the last week of this term, my seventh term at Mazandaran University and I haven’t cracked a book for final exams. Who is gonna read 500 pages of the novel Grapes of...