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there is nth in this post, dont read it
پنجشنبه 27 اردیبهشتماه سال 1386 02:27
Its 2 am, I reallyyyy need to sleep now. Mahsa(my university close friend) is here sleeping on bed, hubby is snoring in hall(he doesn’t really snore, poor baby), and I'm still up checking my mails while I have a long day tomorrow K . It's finally the weekend and also my friend's wedding tomorrow (actually today, after...
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such a carefree i am
جمعه 21 اردیبهشتماه سال 1386 09:26
Friday morning The weather has been so great. I have been a good responsible wife for A week ; I feel good about it. à à à I sleep at 11 pm at night, wake up at 8 am, do my housework, play music, dance(if I have classes at UNI, then no music and dance!!!), cook, don't study, do the housework, music, dance, housework,...
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joining the game
یکشنبه 16 اردیبهشتماه سال 1386 08:51
A couple of days ago Maryam (The Best Excuse) invited me to a blog game and asked me to write about the things I was afraid of as a kid. Well, although, as kid, there might had been a lot of frightening things to me, but now that I look through them, only two of them seem to be different from what other kids might be...
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ummmm
چهارشنبه 12 اردیبهشتماه سال 1386 02:05
Nothing special…feeling sick, sleep all day and night, I can't make it out of bed. Friends came back from Kish , enjoyed it pretty much (!!!!!!!!!) Haven' done anything special for the past couple of days. I was sick! I don't expect anyone to leave comments here!! Guess I badly need some English pen pal! And ummmm…...
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Revelation
یکشنبه 9 اردیبهشتماه سال 1386 04:48
O people! Verily, I am your great God, God of heavens and earth, God of east and west, the One whose Hand of Wisdom is the dominion of your world, and the One who is able to do anything. The Creator when whose will commands to anything stating: "Be", immediately it comes to existence. And most of you people are not...
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to vent my frustrations
چهارشنبه 29 فروردینماه سال 1386 12:30
I'm angry. I'm fed up of this life I'm living. Nothing is going to my way. Every time I want something I have to see whether people agree or not, whether they allow me or not. Ah ah ah, screw this life, I hate it. When it comes to theatre the whole world want me to stop and go no further, talk no more. When it comes...
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I don’t wanna be your little bird
سهشنبه 28 فروردینماه سال 1386 13:11
My university friends (about 15 people I guess) have planned to go on a 3-day trip to " Kish " another two weeks. Every one is so excited about this; after all it’s the first and the last trip they are ever going on together. It's kinda their graduation celebration too. I don’t use "we" because hubby thinks I...
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the secret is revealed
یکشنبه 19 فروردینماه سال 1386 03:01
I'm sorry I haven’t posted for a while. Don’t worry about me. I'm alright; still breathing here. Well, it was because there wasn’t any thing special to tell before. And now that I'm writing this, I just wanna write a quickie about what I got through in the past two days. They were one of those terrible days I have...
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some news about our little Goldilocks
شنبه 11 فروردینماه سال 1386 02:27
The big party was not held in my house ! Mom believed my house was not big enough to for 50guests! Me: it's not big ??!! Come on mom, you see how big my house is. How can you say it's small? Her: I'm not saying it's small. It is big, but not for 50 guests to sit comfortably.By the way serving 50 guests is too much for...
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getting invited too much
چهارشنبه 8 فروردینماه سال 1386 03:37
Dear Diary, The weddings are over; the newly weds have already started their happy marriage . But I am not resting as I thought I'd be: there is parties one after another everyday and some times we are invited to two parties at the same time and that's the time hubby and I have to sit and think which one to choose to...
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sorry i can't write any longer
شنبه 4 فروردینماه سال 1386 02:21
It's just a quickie: Off or On? Things randomly go up and down between me and hubby. Not a single day goes by without an argument . What's wrong, I have no clues. Maybe à I'm being so sensitive and he's being so tough on me. When we are on, it's really fine. But well…when off, things go wrong! I may shout, scream,...
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half an hour to New Year
چهارشنبه 1 فروردینماه سال 1386 03:10
H A P P Y N E W Y E A R 1 3 8 6
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two days before New Year
دوشنبه 28 اسفندماه سال 1385 01:19
It's been nine days that I haven't written a single word in my web log. I haven’t been idle though; I have been busy (and I mean really busy) with spring cleaning. My goodness the past nine days have been the busiest days of my life . I swear Id never worked so hard nor felt so responsible to the housework much that I...
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in a pell-mell
شنبه 19 اسفندماه سال 1385 06:34
YOU GET TOO BUSY WHEN YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE ONLY BUSY! Well, I have to thoroughly clean my entire house in two weeks before the New Year comes. I have started spring cleaning the kitchen three days ago. And after three days going up and down in the kitchen, I have done only 50 percent of the job. I have only washed...
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killing me softly
چهارشنبه 16 اسفندماه سال 1385 05:06
This is a new chapter of my madness. Narcis is so willing to be a crazy Narcis as she always was. Being good doesn’t match her. Here is the news: she is GOING TO BE IN THEATRE. Oh I don’t care about right or wrong anymore. I swear I'm ready to sacrifice every thing I have to get what I want. I will throw away this...
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sour grapes
دوشنبه 14 اسفندماه سال 1385 03:58
What the hell is wrong with me? What do I do to feel better? Why can't I just get over myself and make a decision? I feel so lost inside and I don’t know what to do for my future. What am I going to be? I'm stuck between right and wrong. I don’t know which the right path is and which the wrong one is. Isn't it funny I...
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on love
شنبه 12 اسفندماه سال 1385 02:07
This is some part of the novel "The Prophet" by KHalil Gibram. Here is the main character's speach, Almustafa, on Love, hope you enjoy it: Then said Almitra, speak to us of Love. And he raised his head and looked upon the people, and there fell a stillness upon them. And with a great voice he said: When love beckons...
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the diary of the week 2
پنجشنبه 10 اسفندماه سال 1385 04:15
Then hubby and I went to "Jamkaran" and performed our sunset prayers in the holy mosque. The dinner was set in a cousin-in-law's house. As my brother in-laws were invited too, again, we had the comedy scene of the younger's boast about his plans for marriage and the elder's frown as a sign of disapproval over what he...
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the diary of the week 1
یکشنبه 6 اسفندماه سال 1385 03:56
It was last Thursday that hubby came home with a good news: "I've taken off my duty at the garrison for 4 days." That was what we had been waiting for and what we really needed. So we planed for a 5-day- trip from Friday up to Tuesday. We moved on Friday morning, with our own car, to our first destination " Qom "(the...
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I'll be back soon
جمعه 4 اسفندماه سال 1385 03:06
I have a lot to write but I'm not feeling like. I've been really trying to take up my pen get to the keyboard and type some paragraphs in my web log, but I couldn’t. I'll be back when I'm feeling better and tell you all happened. Narcis
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Come live in my heart and pay no rent
چهارشنبه 25 بهمنماه سال 1385 23:59
It was the day of love, it was Valentine's Day, but I didn’t spend it in how most of the lovers in the world might have spent it. It didn't feel like a special day, it was just like other days. My lover wasn’t around to take me out. He didn’t buy me a gift. To be perfectly honest, he didn’t even know it was valentine...
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it's the day of the Doom
سهشنبه 24 بهمنماه سال 1385 11:57
It’s the day of Doom… I see only insides… devilish and angelic…there is no jewelry, no appearance… suddenly it strikes me that I need a mirror! I see Lord…He is judging people…one by one…one by one… "Narcis, it's your turn now", He calls aloud. I walk timidly towards him…I know what I have done and what I haven't…...
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changing the design again
دوشنبه 23 بهمنماه سال 1385 17:09
Wow this is better now, I love pick. I really couldn’t tolerate that black color all over my writings. I don’t care if hubby frowns at it again. It is my web log not his! I think I have the right to feel comfortable in my own web log. If he doesn’t like this design, he can go and make one for himself which has a...
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a new design for my weblog
یکشنبه 22 بهمنماه سال 1385 22:35
I have a lot to tell today, but yet I'm very sleepy; I should have written earlier but things kept popping up. I woke up at 6:30(I sleep and get up very early when my sss is back to normal) and have been busy till now: I had some guests for launch today (mom, my bother, granny, and a cousin) and guess what? I made...
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ohmy god
شنبه 21 بهمنماه سال 1385 01:10
Oh my god what have I done? i just checked the comment box, and I realized the send bottom does not work. Then that's why it's been days I have got haven't received any msgs in here…That’s why skin_essays had trouble sending me comments…..ok its ok now…now you can send ur comments to me, im so sorry about it, I should...
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the meeting
شنبه 21 بهمنماه سال 1385 01:00
I've come back home from the meeting. There is a lot I want to say about it that I don’t know where to start, so I'm not going to put it into so much detail. It was so good seeing Master and my friends specially Sara(looking as fashionable as possible) and Atefeh(a classmate at university whom I had the least...
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my worries
پنجشنبه 19 بهمنماه سال 1385 11:09
It’s a beautiful rainy morning and I have not slept since I woke up around 12 o'clock for an emergency . Feeling not a bit sleepy (for I slept a lot since afternoon till then), I was all fresh to have my night spent by continuing attentively my reading of the novel by Anne Bronte; I have just finished it. I'm so...
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so hard to get me to sleep
چهارشنبه 18 بهمنماه سال 1385 10:01
I almost can't believe I'm still up and haven't closed my eyes for a second yet. Its 8:15 am and I didn’t sleep last night at all. Well, it's been three days that my sleep system has screwed up again: I sleep in the day time and am up all night. I have had this sleeping problem since I was an infant. As mom says when...
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untitled
یکشنبه 15 بهمنماه سال 1385 03:19
It's a quarter to 12 pm. I'm done with the house chores, the house is all clean and tidy, the washing machine is busy and hubby is snoring. After 10 days being away from me, my computer is back, bringing a little comfort and peace to me; I think I've got addicted to this inanimate creature since I have half of my...
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grumpy desperate me
پنجشنبه 12 بهمنماه سال 1385 19:49
' align=textTop border=0> Why don’t I have any mood to do any thing??? First, I don’t access to computer much since mine is broken and I have to use my brother's. Second, I'm still wondering what to do about theater and actually about my future. What I'm going to study for my MA I haven’t decided yet. No theatre no...