the meeting

I've come back home from the meeting. There is a lot I want to say about it that I don’t know where to start, so I'm not going to put it into so much detail. It was so good seeing Master and my friends specially Sara(looking as fashionable as possible) and Atefeh(a classmate at university whom I had the least expectation, but was quite excited, to see) and finally Mehrasa. Mehrasa was just as I thought she would be:  you know there is some thing about this girl that attracts me so much; I don’t know…it must be some sort of affection or honesty in her eyes or in her voice. It may sound hypocritical but I could even feel it through her emails.

 Master's speech was as great as ever. He always has some hints to awaken me and to make me realize the existence of life more and more. He offered two questions (or better say two topics of discussion) and asked every one of us to answer it. Oh I did say some thing…but…well…what I was afraid of finally happened: I knew I lost the gift(the art of talking) and I just proved it to me and Master when I opened my mouth…dang it. My goodness, where all those grammatical mistakes came from??!! Ah ah ah. I wish I hadn’t talked at all, its eating me alive now, ah. Well, It's ok Narcis, it's over now, and there is nothing you can do about it. But you should promise to work on your speaking more and more, you've got to be better, ok?... Good girl!

Oh Master have talked about theatre too (I'd better mention that he has always opposed the idea of me going to theatre). He was talking to the whole class but I knew he was indirectly talking to me. He also read some passage about life which was so beautiful. I guess he wrote it himself, though he said he got it from some where (where exactly I wasn’t informed) but as he was denying I think I could hear his eyes telling me "of course I wrote it, how many people you know around you who can write such a thing." Since I couldn’t miss such a thing, I asked him to send it to my email: poor Master had to type it all and send it to me (thanks master). I told him that I would have it as gift from him in my web log. I want you all to read it and tell me what you think of it, I'm sure you will agree with me that it’s the best thing ever said about life:

What's LIFE?
Life is life. It is impossible to capture in words the feelings I have for life. They are the strongest feelings that I have ever had about anything. yet when I try to tell you them or try to write them to you, the words do not even begin to touch the deepest part and point of my feelings, and though I cannot explain the essence of these feelings, I can tell you what I feel like, when I am with it and live the whole life!
it is as if I were a bird flying freely in the clear blue sky. life is forgiving even though it is hard to forget; holding hands and never wanting to let go; hoping that tomorrow will be as wonderful as today; sharing secrets and whispers, and star-spangled nights, followed by beautiful sunny days, and most importantly, knowing that you will never be lonely again.
life is to see with another's eyes, to hear with another's ears, to hear someone calling for help; to be two, three, million, billion, and yet "ONE" .life is to be prepared at any moment for sacrifice, being happy for the other person when they are happy, being sad for the person when they are sad, being together in good and bad times, being honest with yourself and people at all times, telling, listening, respecting, and shouting the truth.
Life is an understanding that is so complete that you feel as if you are a part of the other person, accepting the other person just the way they are. Life is excitement of planning things together and doing things together. Life is "HERE AND NOW ".for God, love is the source of life, but for human, life is the source of love. life is the anger of the storm, the calm in the rainbow, the beauty of the world, the look of a baby at you; giving and taking in a daily situation; knowing that the other person will always be with you regardless of what happens; missing them when they are away but remaining near in heart at all times.
Life is knowing and loving God and forgetting you. Life is a play and you are the sole actor of this drama. Each movement of yours is the last one, each word said by you is the last word and each act is your last act on the earth. Life is sad yet beautiful. Life is a non-stop river, a beautiful flower, and the tears of the clouds in the sky.
Life is as short as a " HELLO ' and even shorter than saying a "GOOD-BYE".

Has any one ever heard or said any thing more wonderful and beautiful than this description of life? I don’t know, it just touched me so much.

We have clicked some pictures, too; some by one of the student's camera and some by Master's mobile camera. He has sent them to my gmail just now. They look good(well not me of course, lol)I wanted to put them here but since I don’t have the permission from all the ladies of the meeting(to make them world famous)I'm sure I'm excused.

I'm sleepy. I think I'd better go to bed…wooooooooooooow. My sleep is back to normal again! I am sooo happy.

Goodnight and sweet dreams

Narcis

Feb 9^th